✬ And the Rest is Rust and Stardust ✬

'Death is a stripping away of all that is not you. The secret of life is to “die before you die” —- and find that there is no death.'

piano strings
Why am I worth nothing to everyone?
him *slipping his hand down my wrist*: Can I see it?
me: What? No, just forget it.
him: Is it healed?
me: can you just forget it please?
him: Is it any better?
me: Yes, it's fine, it's healed, just fucking leave it be.

You’re useless.

Worthless.

That’s why no one wants you.

Why you don’t deserve anything.

“I’m so tired of you treating me like shit all the time, I fucking hate being around you anymore.”

Me too.

“I just won’t tell you anything anymore, there’s no point.”
“Please stop fucking looking at me.”

sorry…

I disgust myself.
More like every fucking second of my life..
I have over 400 friends on facebook that I know in real life, and literally only two of them give a shit. Or so I think.
If only you were pretty.

If only all those stupid knots and facts in your head mattered.

If only you deserved what you want.

“YOU DON’T KNOW HOW YOU TREAT ME. IT DOESN’T MATTER HOW I TREAT YOU. YOU ANNOY ME ALL THE TIME, YOU DON’T SEE ME COMPLAINING.”

Sorry, I know.

Sorry, I’m annoying. 

Sorry.